Prince Kiffy knows I'm hurting today.....

Prince Kiffy knows I'm hurting today.....
by Sandy Bell

August 21, 2015 at 11:28AM
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my blacked out photo posts is a convo I had on a yard sale site... locally..... I should have asked for pictures of her kids as she said they come first.... or does she mean they get the pound and the pets get whatever??? Im not sure... LOL... anyway.... it just hit me wrong.... and its clearly a violation as its on the banner.... NO PETS giveaway or sale.. soo

my blacked out photo posts is a convo I had on a yard sale site... locally..... I should have asked for pictures of her kids as she said they come first.... or does she mean they get the pound and the pets get whatever??? Im not sure... LOL... anyway.... it just hit me wrong.... and its clearly a violation as its on the banner.... NO PETS giveaway or sale.. soo
by Sandy Bell

August 21, 2015 at 07:01AM
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PS........ I lost a few pounds but that might be because it hurts to eat..... I need that to continue for a few more weeks so I can get back to where I was weight wise anyway that said Hubby says he likes me with a few more curves and not so thin as I was a few months ago.... but me.... I like feeling light.... oh well... least either way Hubby is cool.....

PS........ I lost a few pounds but that might be because it hurts to eat..... I need that to continue for a few more weeks so I can get back to where I was weight wise anyway that said Hubby says he likes me with a few more curves and not so thin as I was a few months ago.... but me.... I like feeling light.... oh well... least either way Hubby is cool.....
by Sandy Bell

August 21, 2015 at 01:13AM
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I'm just warning ya I'm a wee bit tipsy.... been nursing a bottle of wine while cleaning the kitchen. Today I hid my pain and discomfort well.... I did nothing strenuous but I took my daughter to Montevallo.... I did not cry .. I did not make a scene.... I didn't even linger. I guess when I started buying stuff one year ago in preparation that was my way of coping. I feel like it all might hit me really hard here at some point .... Lanie is all moved in...Dorm room looks good but honestly.. Connie Holaway Hulsey it could use your touch... you are just so creative.... that said we didn't do to bad.... the vehicles were unloaded at 930am and stuff was carried up at 10am, I stayed up stairs and cut tape.... lol..... good excuse right? we had her squared away buy 130p.... we lingered till 215 she had an orientation at 4p, Rick wanted to stay till after 3p but I thought she needed time to wander or just relax.... he was tense but decided we'd go......I hugged her by with last minute safety advice. and we left..... I love my husband but other than once a year on a cruise we haven't really been alone since we dated. I hope this new time in our marriage is or can be like we are dating again. with all this and my mom having health issues as well as 2 aunts and then my new job.... I am feeling anxious and ambivalent .......hence a bottle of wine... late night kitchen cleaning.... also I would like to add........ I knew I would miss those from River City.... but not this much I miss everyone.... the patients..... the coworkers..... I grew so much there .... I so want to go back.... I really really really do.... nothing is ever perfect.... sure i felt forced into my position of resignation..... but i miss it all....... I had time to do nursing.... I run so much and see so little of the patients on the night shift.... they are asleep rightly so.... but still...... Ive waxed on and on..... so many changes in this life.... I must have faith.... if I am suppose to be at River city the lord will humble me and those involved and a door will open..... or life will I don't know.... I just have faith that the next course of action will fall before. I have grown so much this year spiritually. I turn to prayer so freely now.....for others and myself. I get all turned around inside trying to define God or my higher power.... its there..... undefinable and I have faith.... I am open to the next chapter in my life. whatever is in my higher good I am ready..... that said please lord no deaths... and while I'm asking I could do with a few less health issues..... just saying.... your will be done.... but if you're listening .... I had to say..... God bless everyone.....

I'm just warning ya I'm a wee bit tipsy.... been nursing a bottle of wine while cleaning the kitchen. Today I hid my pain and discomfort well.... I did nothing strenuous but I took my daughter to Montevallo.... I did not cry .. I did not make a scene.... I didn't even linger. I guess when I started buying stuff one year ago in preparation that was my way of coping. I feel like it all might hit me really hard here at some point .... Lanie is all moved in...Dorm room looks good but honestly.. Connie Holaway Hulsey it could use your touch... you are just so creative.... that said we didn't do to bad.... the vehicles were unloaded at 930am and stuff was carried up at 10am, I stayed up stairs and cut tape.... lol..... good excuse right? we had her squared away buy 130p.... we lingered till 215 she had an orientation at 4p, Rick wanted to stay till after 3p but I thought she needed time to wander or just relax.... he was tense but decided we'd go......I hugged her by with last minute safety advice. and we left..... I love my husband but other than once a year on a cruise we haven't really been alone since we dated. I hope this new time in our marriage is or can be like we are dating again. with all this and my mom having health issues as well as 2 aunts and then my new job.... I am feeling anxious and ambivalent .......hence a bottle of wine... late night kitchen cleaning.... also I would like to add........ I knew I would miss those from River City.... but not this much I miss everyone.... the patients..... the coworkers..... I grew so much there .... I so want to go back.... I really really really do.... nothing is ever perfect.... sure i felt forced into my position of resignation..... but i miss it all....... I had time to do nursing.... I run so much and see so little of the patients on the night shift.... they are asleep rightly so.... but still...... Ive waxed on and on..... so many changes in this life.... I must have faith.... if I am suppose to be at River city the lord will humble me and those involved and a door will open..... or life will I don't know.... I just have faith that the next course of action will fall before. I have grown so much this year spiritually. I turn to prayer so freely now.....for others and myself. I get all turned around inside trying to define God or my higher power.... its there..... undefinable and I have faith.... I am open to the next chapter in my life. whatever is in my higher good I am ready..... that said please lord no deaths... and while I'm asking I could do with a few less health issues..... just saying.... your will be done.... but if you're listening .... I had to say..... God bless everyone.....
by Sandy Bell

August 21, 2015 at 01:11AM
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I was off tonight because we are moving Lanie Bell today to college. My doctors note is for yesterday today and Friday. I'm off the weekend. Back on Monday. SO I'm technically missing 2 days of work. AND NONE OF IT WEEKEND SCHEDULED DAYS. And I've been told that missing 2 days triggers so many points that I will POINTS OUT. 2 days with a doctors excuse means I'm fired. Honest to God.

I was off tonight because we are moving Lanie Bell today to college. My doctors note is for yesterday today and Friday. I'm off the weekend. Back on Monday. SO I'm technically missing 2 days of work. AND NONE OF IT WEEKEND SCHEDULED DAYS. And I've been told that missing 2 days triggers so many points that I will POINTS OUT. 2 days with a doctors excuse means I'm fired. Honest to God.
by Sandy Bell

August 20, 2015 at 07:48AM
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I guess there's not much worse than being sick and having to move your daughter to college. So I'm dealing with Physical illness while facing a major Emotional life event. Complicated by the fact my daughter has had had congenital health issues her whole life and we as a family are probably tighter or I don't know. I just know my last chix is leaving the nest and is so far away. And if she were to become sick Mom can't make it right. Time for her to grow up and deal. Well I am the grown up and not so happy about it.

I guess there's not much worse than being sick and having to move your daughter to college. So I'm dealing with Physical illness while facing a major Emotional life event. Complicated by the fact my daughter has had had congenital health issues her whole life and we as a family are probably tighter or I don't know. I just know my last chix is leaving the nest and is so far away. And if she were to become sick Mom can't make it right. Time for her to grow up and deal. Well I am the grown up and not so happy about it.
by Sandy Bell

August 19, 2015 at 08:46PM
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Well doc says sluggish bowel sounds. And elevated white blood cells. So some kind of infection. ABT's and bed rest yea. Don't I sound excited. Pelvic US Friday. Can I just not have something going on for a few weeks.

Well doc says sluggish bowel sounds. And elevated white blood cells. So some kind of infection. ABT's and bed rest yea. Don't I sound excited. Pelvic US Friday. Can I just not have something going on for a few weeks.
by Sandy Bell

August 19, 2015 at 02:33PM
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I can't take the abdominal pain anymore. I'm going to the doctor today. Hoping it's just the ovarian cyst I think it is

I can't take the abdominal pain anymore. I'm going to the doctor today. Hoping it's just the ovarian cyst I think it is
by Sandy Bell

August 19, 2015 at 08:03AM
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We are now arguing the legalities of removing illegals and their tether babies. All here illegally abusing an amendment never meant to shelter invading Mexicans. Really people. They are arguing the legalities of deportation. I don't give a crap. Go Trump

We are now arguing the legalities of removing illegals and their tether babies. All here illegally abusing an amendment never meant to shelter invading Mexicans. Really people. They are arguing the legalities of deportation. I don't give a crap. Go Trump
by Sandy Bell

August 18, 2015 at 06:58AM
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Been through several mani's today.

Been through several mani's today.
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August 18, 2015 at 02:45AM
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I've been on Relpax for 10yrs. Now BCBS. Says I HAVE TO USE IMMATREX. Hennigan told me I could never use that because of my bone marrow disease.

I've been on Relpax for 10yrs. Now BCBS. Says I HAVE TO USE IMMATREX. Hennigan told me I could never use that because of my bone marrow disease.
by Sandy Bell

August 17, 2015 at 02:07PM
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August 16, 2015 at 04:13AM
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