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Thursday, July 2, 2015

I made it 56hrs off my medications. I would never tell a patient to do what I did. But I wanted to try. I take so much everyday. I just wanted to know what it felt like again to just be in my body. All the medicine I take effects me. My energy. My outlook. My drive. My ambition. And honestly my memory too. At 24th hour through the 40th. It was awesome. Energy. Clear mind. Active. Hadn't been there in a while. But I could feel it all lurking. Building. I can't walk right now. My legs are so bad. My feet are numb with that needle prickling. Every joint is cracking. My head is thumping hard. My ears are ringing. I received a spider bite on my thigh while being all energetic and cleaning. And in 12hr with antibiotics in my system before to buffer it. It's red swollen pitted. I've a rash across my low back radiating from the bite. My hearts beating so hard it's in my throat. AND YES FOLKS I remember I did it to myself. I ain't complaining. JS! Lol. It's one thing to know you take meds that you have to or life threatening complications will occur. But another to be brought to your knees so fast. I won't be repeating this experiment again. I'd rather take my meds like a good patient. And work an extra shift here and there to save for Lanie. My doctor is still gonna have to have a wake up call that I can't handle all her consults. Hehe. Alright this hard headed nurse has been taught a lesson now let's all learn from this people. TAKE YO DAMN MEDICINE!

I made it 56hrs off my medications. I would never tell a patient to do what I did. But I wanted to try. I take so much everyday. I just wanted to know what it felt like again to just be in my body. All the medicine I take effects me. My energy. My outlook. My drive. My ambition. And honestly my memory too. At 24th hour through the 40th. It was awesome. Energy. Clear mind. Active. Hadn't been there in a while. But I could feel it all lurking. Building. I can't walk right now. My legs are so bad. My feet are numb with that needle prickling. Every joint is cracking. My head is thumping hard. My ears are ringing. I received a spider bite on my thigh while being all energetic and cleaning. And in 12hr with antibiotics in my system before to buffer it. It's red swollen pitted. I've a rash across my low back radiating from the bite. My hearts beating so hard it's in my throat. AND YES FOLKS I remember I did it to myself. I ain't complaining. JS! Lol. It's one thing to know you take meds that you have to or life threatening complications will occur. But another to be brought to your knees so fast. I won't be repeating this experiment again. I'd rather take my meds like a good patient. And work an extra shift here and there to save for Lanie. My doctor is still gonna have to have a wake up call that I can't handle all her consults. Hehe. Alright this hard headed nurse has been taught a lesson now let's all learn from this people. TAKE YO DAMN MEDICINE!
by Sandy Bell

July 02, 2015 at 08:17AM
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